Tuesday, March 28, 2017
Hi! It's been a while, even more so than before, and I wasn't even sure I was ever going to blog again, but here we are. It's been a funny 6 months or so, a lot has changed, I've moved, cut all my hair off, dyed it various normal shades, got engaged, got my nose pierced and I'm wearing jeans as a regular thing. My granddad also died, which honestly was the cause for a lot of the changes in my appearance, I didn't know quite what to do with myself & I just wanted to be different, to feel different. Cue a lot of anxiety and sadness over the way I look, which seems stupid, but I didn't feel like me anymore. I'm still not sure I do, but I thought I'd try taking outfit photos again to see if that helps.
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A change that was for the better has been getting engaged! About a month and a half ago Carl proposed, after nearly 4 years together, which is really exciting. It wasn't exactly a surprise, we picked out the ring together before Christmas, (which is a really lovely morganite stone in a halo rose gold band) but it's lovely to be at that stage in our relationship. I'm probably not going to make any posts about weddings etc, because we aren't exactly sure yet if we even will have an actual wedding, elopement seems more us, neither of us are big people people, haha. Standing in front of lots of people wth all their attention on me sounds terrifying, honestly. The only part I like the sound of is wearing a pretty dress, the cake & seeing my fiancé wearing a smart suit!